Breast milk and formula milk

Me too:( my lo is 8mo now and i still feel guilty. I was in so much pain and feeling depressed after giving birth that i didn’t put enough effort to bf. When i think about it i feel so much regret and guilt for being selfish. But seeing how my lo now so manja with me, i think its all about us finding a new way to bond. I wasn’t bf by my mum either and im still very close to her and love her vm. So i remind myself that its really FINE to not be able to BF and it will not change the fact that I AM STILL THE MOTHER. Focus on the future instead and all will be good😌