I feel like I'm not good enough in our marriage. I feel self pity/ insecurity.

Hi mommies. This is specifically a discussion about husband and wife relationship after having a child. Lately, nafifeel ko I am not good enough. Nakikita ko na losyang ako. Tumaba ako nga halos 8 kilos. Dumami pimples. I have dark underarms even after giving birth. I feel like lumayo yung loob ng asawa ko. He lost interest. When we are making love parang wala syang gana. Though he is telling me otherwise. Hindi daw, guni guni ko lang daw. Pero skin sa sarili ko alam ko. Wala ng effort. Unlike before. I would like to check if any of you is having the same experience I am having now? Or if any have had it before? Yung asawa ko alam ko na gusto nya ayusin kaso diba mga mi action speaks louder than words. Mararamdaman naman natin un di ba? I am trying to be better. Dieting, trying to cure pimples. But I cannot rush the process since I have a toddler and I am a working mom as well. Any advise? Or if you could share your story, it would be a great help. Please respect my post. #help #adviceplease