Long story short, as much I've wanted to be happy to focus  and be grateful for the little one inside.. sometimes I couldn't resist being feeling unlucky and unhappy, coz of the multiple betrayal I deal with the father of my baby. Multiple lies, multiple texts I've seen asking nudes from different pokpok, following naked women on Instagram or joining a channel on telegram. 
I'm about to give on October 15th, I should be excited about this, and yet, I'm feeling fearful and unhappy coz I'm not really comfortable being with someone I can't really trust... Live might shorter, but still not a good start journey for me... 
Mom's, I am really feeling down, any advice would like to share? 😢😢😢