Am at kkh to see lactation consultant now as this morning massage lady came to me hse but still unable to solve my block duct which caused engorged. Then my husband tell me to STOP breastmilk since supply drop (after one time fever) compared to previously. Saying i can spend more time with the boys. He told me to let doctor know so can give medicine to stop. Personally felt that i hve been providing bm for my twins till now which abt 11 mths. Thus kind of sad that i cant provide them bm if were to stop completely. Thinking should i stop completely or slowly reduce? If slowly reduce will it still caused engorge again? So troubled...feel like crying.. wat shd i do! ☹