Ndi ko maintindihan kng bkt di ako maintindihan ng asawa ko na mas gusto kng manganak samin.

Have you tried to explain it slowly and more detailed to your husband? Let him understand slowly. He might have planned about you giving birth sa lugar niya so your decision of giving birth sa inyo might have stirred things sa plan niya. Lahat ng bagay nadadaan sa usapan na mahinahon.