Jtr. I feel so emo. My friend just comment that she feel sad for me while seeing how I take care of my lo. Because my lo need me to carry him while standing up. And she said that's so tough and like a torture. It's hurt me badly. It is really not a torture. In fact I enjoy my motherhood life pretty much. It's all worth it seeing the laughter and smile of ur kids. I guess someday I might be losing my friends one by one. Cause I can't take their comment much as they are unable to feel what I feel. I am unable to make them feel how it's felt unless they are a mother of themselves too.

Like what my husband always shared, there are many different types of friends; it depends what kinds of friends you need. I am never good in social around so I don't have lot of friends. However, I know I can count on them when I in trouble. I know a lot of people have one full list of phone of friends but no one they can turn to when they need help. I know a Mommy who is very popular with other mommies but secretly complaining their kids behind their back. For me, I don't and can't be bothered to waste time on those people I rather spend my time on nurturing my kids into a better person or upgrade myself as a better role model for them. Why be a sparrow when you can be a eagle? One got to understand eagle fly alone as nobody can fly and reach their height of flight.