Anxious #FTM

I'm very anxious lately that causes sleep deprivation/insomnia sa akin... ako lang ba or dumating din kayo sa point na unsure kayo kung ready na kayo (mentally speaking) magka-baby especially kung hindi pa planned.. Yung worry na mapapalaki niyo ba siya ng tama. Yung pakiramdam na you're not 100% sure na you're responsible enough and mentally ready ka na for this BIG responsibility. Don't get me wrong, the first time I saw my baby sa sonogram, love at first sight na agad ako. Very excited din to meet him/her but at the same time may takot na baka hindi ko magampanan ng tama ang role ko bilang isang magulang..