Mommies: I want to hear your suggestions

Im currently a working mom, soon to be a mom of two.. sa ngayon walang nag aalaga sa firstborn ko kasama ko sya sa office, manager ko ang mister ko but still di po ako makafocus ng maayos lalo na kapag may mga client kami, no other relatives para mahire as baby sitter. Natatakot din maghire ng basta basta.. Tanong ko lang mommies, sa mga working moms na pinili mag stay at home at mag alaga sa mga anak or anak. Paano nyo po binalanse lahat? i mean how do you cope? how do you come up to that big decision, to let go of the opportunity and stay with your children? kasi nagkaka anxiety nako im 7week pregnant. And while working seeing my boy with me in the office sobrang nagkakaguilt ako.. na nasa workplace ko sya imbes nasa bahay or naglalaro lang. 😊Torn between wanting to stay employed and/or be the one to take care of my soon to be magiging dalawang kids .. No to bash 😊 #advicepls