I try so hard to be that "normal" mom/person. When in reality, I'm nowhere near. Simple things like getting out of bed, brushing my teeth and keeping to a routine maybe an effortless thing for you. That isn't the case for me. It takes so much more effort and by the time i get out of bed, brush my teeth and wash my face I'm exhausted. I won't give up, so i decided to run and keep running. Along the way many passerby stared at me. I think its because i was running with my 1 year old son in a pram at 4pm under the hot sun. I tunnelled vision my way through to reach to my destination. Simply because there is a bigger picture which you can't see. I need to get out and run to ride through the peak of my anxiety. #me #running #anxiety #fight #mom #depression #searchingm3 You can help to create awareness for others in need by sharing and liking the facebook page to show your support. @Searchingm3

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I feel you. I am still struggling with that sometime. I was called a "lazy Bum" by my MIL in front of all my husband's side relative just because I am "exhausted" to carry on life and just want a minute of the breather. I, too force myself to be a "normal/useful" person but sometimes it is just not within my control to feel my life is falling apart. Now I channel on my energy to do morning walk/artwork with my kids which is something really make me happy. Don't give up!

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