Try to talk to a trusted, open minded person. May it be a friend, or a close family member. If you want to talk to a counsellor or a priest, its fine as well. Those signs are normal kasi kakapanganak mo lang and mukhang FTM ka. Kailangan mo labanan sarili mo. Always think of your child. Make him/her your motivation. I also experience that mommy, until now. Ang kapit ko nalang ngayon para magpatuloy ako ay ang anak at asawa ko.