Just found out I'm pregnant and its unplanned

I dont know what to feel when those 2 lines appeared. I'm 26 and living with my boyfriend. Hindi ko alam ano mararamdaman ko or even gagawin. I dont feel like its time to have this baby, mdami pa akong gustong gawin, i couldnt even protect myself from this cruel world, how could i be a mom? Parehas nmn na kaming graduates and currently working with above minimum salary. Paano po kinakaya ng mga nanay? I dont know kung kaya ko pero diba dapat masaya ako kasi blessing to. I dont want my child to know ive been having 2nd doubts to raise him/her but im really scared and confused.