How do you cope with pain

I caught my husband cheating not once he did but twice, he hired sex workers during my pregnancy and now ko lang nlmn 9months old n si baby sobrang sakit d ko alam ggwin ko Kawawa Yung baby n gusto ko mgkaroonng happy family Pano n mangyayari Yun lord help me cause I'm lost and I do not now the right thing to do #husbandcheating