Has anyone have such feeling?
Taking care of the boys at different scenario is totally different feeling.
Case 1: At my mum's place, super happy thoughts still taking care of the boys from am to pm.
Case 2: At my home (with inlaws), super busy, tired & stress when taking care of the boys from am to pm.
Maybe you aren't that close with in laws? Its natural to feel like that I guess. So far both sides I am fine with bringing my boy but for in laws place I prefer my husband to be around to reduce awkwardness.