Depression & anxiety, need advise

Hi co-mommies This post may be too harsh and sensitive to other mommies out there. Pero here it is. What do you do when you feel like what you are having is a forced pregnancy? Na you are doing this just cause gusto ng parents ng partner mo ng aalagaan? What if gusto mo na lang mag stop maging mom? Nalulungkot ako, I’m having bad thoughts for me & the baby. Hindi ko ‘to gusto. Dumating na sa point na I tried to hurt myself. A cry for help maybe? Hay #pleasehelp