Any mummies who choose not to breastfeed in KKH? Can share hw the experience is like?

kkh kept asking me to try, but I seriously have no breast milk. they forced me to pump regularly, still nothing. they helped and taught me massage before pumping, also no milk. so when I told them my breasts very pain from the pumping already, they also gave up on me (I think). they will still provide formula milk for baby.