Any mummies who choose not to breastfeed in KKH? Can share hw the experience is like?

I still remember the experience right after i gave birth and went change ward . nurses will ask if you want to breastfeed or not .. if no then they won't force you but also nag at the same time .. but because I said yes cause i want to experience new things right . so i have to videocall them on a tablet , and learn how to breastfeed baby . as I'm a first time mom i have no idea how to breastfeed a baby , the hand position must be correct way .. then when my newborn was sleeping they ask to wake her up hahahaha 🤣and try to latch .. soon after i say I cannot do it .. although it's a woman to woman talk showing my breast on the video call it's so weird ! also i have zero milk on first day leh until i got discharged then I had confinement period , 3-4 days later then my breast felt so pain like cannot even touch .. milk kept dripping but i scared so I never give baby as baby have jaundice ..

They will keep ask you to try and latch to feed..which actually made me quite irritated and a little stressed Anyways my milk supply didnt kick until day 5.. and I just keep ringing bell to ask them feed formula 😂I'd rather my bb drink something.. this aunty nurse insisted I breastfeed and i showed her my bb couldnt latch, end up she gave up and gave formula 😂

kkh kept asking me to try, but I seriously have no breast milk. they forced me to pump regularly, still nothing. they helped and taught me massage before pumping, also no milk. so when I told them my breasts very pain from the pumping already, they also gave up on me (I think). they will still provide formula milk for baby.

what do you mean choose not to breastfeed in kkh? i had no milk the first few days and didn’t breastfeed.