whirlwind of emotions

been feeling so down. i feel so ashamed thinking that as a mh provider, i can't apply to myself those teachings i share to my clients. i understand this is an affect of hormonal changes due to pregnancy. been experiencing failures and frustrations the past week to present. i feel i failed when it comes to being a wife to my husband, a mom to my children, a daughter to my parents as well as an employee to my agency. i already cried it out to the Lord. hayys. sorry i have to share my sentiments here. btw i filed leave just to pause from work. as i feel drained.😥#sharing