1 year & 5 months married na kami ng husband ko and may 9 month old baby kami. My husband is a seafarer. Sumakay sya ng barko 1 month pregnant palang ako then bumaba 5 months na yung baby namin. While he was onboard I used to save his allotment samin ng baby ko. So in short nakaipon ako para pagbaba nya may pera kami kahit papano habang nasa lupa sya. But when he finally get home the money thay I used to save became just like a popped bubble. Sa kagustuhan nya palakihin pa ung pera nagsugal sya. He even told me na sure win yon either way mananalo sya. Pinagsabihan ko sya, ilang beses ko tinanong. Nanalo naman sya infact lumaki ng konti ung pera, pero nung kukunin nya na panalo nya biglang tinakbo ng may hawak ng pera ung taya at panalo nya. So we are left with nothing. As in nothing. Kahit pang diaper at pang pagkain ng anak ko wala. Umaasa kami ngayon sa parents ko. Sobrang naiiyak na ako. What should I do??#pleasehelp