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mommy sa umaga chandler sa gabi

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Worried for my self

Has anyone ever felt this? Hindi ko alam kung stress, exhaustion, burnout Hirap na ko gumising sa umaga i cant get up Im always sleepy Always tired hindi naman ak masyado gunagawa house hold chores gamit lang talaga ni baby and me ako nag aalaga 24/7. Never had a break since birth ni baby not even a day I just want to sleep the whole day and hang out with my friends but i dont feel connected with them anymore. Sa gabi dami nag sasalita sa isip ko like literally hindi ko alam sino pakikinggan ko like mid sentence na yung isa mag sasalita ulit yung isa. Im running a business Scented Candles i looove doing it but gabi aki gumagawa Yun lang kasi time ko. Icant promote it wala na ko masabi like nung una. Sales went down dahil dun wala ng motivation 😞 I had Vasospasm from breastfeeding( severe pain in the breast because of cold) but now after 9 months, I got treated. But now nararamdaman ko lahat ng pagod as in pati sa daddy ng baby ko ayoko na kausapin nakakatamad nalang ang dami nyang hanash may pa request every day im so tired to even think about his manly needs. Like ano ba cant you see im tired wala ka naman kasi ginagawa wala kang trabaho kaya chill ka lang. Nandon sya sa magulang nya kasi nag aaral sya IT he needs computer and ayoko dun i dont feel welcome. Walang space for us. Nagkakabantay si baby when tulog sya pero may gagawin paden ako you know baby stuff need labhan at kinisin. Duting my vasospasm days it takes all day to recover oag inatake ng vasospasm in lain ka na lalaba ka pa dami mo gagawin i just want to remove my boob and not breastfeed anymore. Im so ashamed humagulgol ako sa harap ng Lactation consultant ko dahik sa pagod i want solution agad im so tired. I used to think im a good mom ako gagawa lahat kasi im the mom but now bigla napagod. How do you take a break when all your Son have is you 🥺 #1stimemom #pleasehelp

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