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Physically exhausted

Hi mommies, when I gave birth to my eldest, I kinda lost my friends along the way since I don't communicate often anymore but I just wanna blurt out my exhaustion so I'll do it here instead. I'm sooo tired that sometimes I breakdown into crying. I now have an 8th month old daughter and a 3 yr old son, one who is too clingy and one na super hyper at likot. Nagstop ako magwork to be a full time mom, and mas naging pagod ako kesa nung may part time job ako na work from home setup. Naiiyak nalang ako sa pagod kasi hindi ko magawa ung mga chores na need ko gawin. Sumasakit ung ulo ko and katawan. Nakakadrain.I have never felt this nung isa palang baby ko and nung may work ako, feeling ko kasi pag nasa work ako, I give time to myself na ako lang ang involved kahit na nanjan sila babies naaalagaan ko pero alam mo un, ung feeling na may gingawa akong iba aside sa pagiging mother. Nakakapagod. Ok naman kami ni hubby, he helps naman but I feel like it wasn't enough, sinasabi ko naman sa kanya na exhausted ako, and kung ano ung mga ayaw ko na gianagwa nya, sinasabihan naman nya ako na wag ko ipilit linisin lahat at pagsabay sabayin kung di ko kaya, unahin ko nalang daw ang babies , magsleep ako pag nagsleep sila pero hindi ko kasi matake ung kalat, ung labahin, tupiin. Nagwowork din kasi sya and I know pagod din sya pero I'm just tired. Really tired. Pag di ko pinansin ung mga gagawin naiipunan namaan ako. Ayaw ko naman si hubby ung naglilinis or nagsasampay or nagtutupi kasi inuulit ko lng din. Di naman ako oc na OA ,gusto ko lang maayos. I feel like I can do more pero nauubus ung oras ko sa pagaalaga. Hayyyy. Iyak nalang. 😔

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