First month

Today marks my little one’s first month & also my first month in motherhood. As a first time mum, everyday is a challenge talaga. The past few nights, nag bbreakdown na lang ako sometimes because of frustrations. I feel like I try hard enough to research, study and learn pero kulang pa rin. Sumtimes nakakapanghina rin ng luob, and naiinis ako sa sarili ko for feeling this way. Hay. Anyone here who feels the same?