Hi mommy. The best thing that you can do is surrender everything to God, walang ibang makakatulong at makakapag pagaan ng loob mo kundi si God ☺️ I understand your situation lalo na yung walang mapagsabihan, I think your going through post partum depression&anxiety. Listen to worship songs,trust God,let Him control your life. May mga bagay na out of control talaga natin&puro problema nkkta natin. Pray lang po&focus on good things na nangyyri sayo, wag sa mga nega. Ask God for guidance&peace of mind, He will provide all your needs. Hope I can talk to you privately para maease nararamdaman mo. God bless! ☺️