Oh dear, i'm not in the same situation as you but to have my baby seperated from me in the same house (in laws bring my baby to their room) is already heartbreaking for me what's more when you have to send your baby to Malaysia and you're in Singapore 😭 I wish i could hug you right now. It's definitely not easy, Mama! But continue to be strong for your baby ok. Tell yourself you're doing this for your baby and for the best. Videocall as much as possible with your baby, ask the caregiver to send you your baby pictures everyday to ease the feeling of missing your baby too much. You can do this 💖