You have all the rights na magalit at maging OA Momsh! Dumaan na ako sa ganyan at hindi madali lalo na sa ating mga Mommies na.
I caught my husband that he and his ex still had their communication even though I am already pregnant with our first baby. They planned and was about to meet behind my back to do the most sinful thing na magagawa nya sa akin. But God was always on my side at hindi nya pinabayaan na lokohin ako ng Asawa ko at masira ang pamilya na uumpisahan na sana namin buuin.
Hindi talaga ko mahilig mangialam ng gamit ng Asawa ko but I don't know what comes on me that day that I checked his phone while he is driving (we actually on our way home from my OB-GYN). Hindi ko inopen ang mga social media accounts nya kasi nga hindi ko naman gawain yun. Sa chrome ako nagpunta to sign in to my Facebook account and there I found his 2nd account. He maybe forgot to log it off.
Pinilit ko ikalma ang sarili ko. We've been talking before I found him cheating but my silence triggered him. Tinanong nya ako what's the matter and I force a smile and shake my head to say nothing. I don't have any strength pa that time to speak kasi I am afraid na baka mga mahalata nya sa boses ko na I am badly mad and hurt that time. He was driving and I am 7 months pregnant, I thought of my baby's safety first before the wrath inside me.
When we finally got home, I gave back his phone and I hurriedly went up to our room. He noticed that there was something wrong with me.
I waited for him to enter and right after our door opened revealing him, isang malakas na sampal agad ang sinalubong ko sa kanya. And that slap was not for me. That was for our daughter inside my womb. She doesn't deserve to be cheated. My husband didn't just look for someone else but he definitely tried to let our daughter grew up with a broken family.
Alam na agad ng Asawa ko kung bakit ako nagkakaganun. He kneeled down and beg for my forgiveness and Yes I forgave him. But I changed. I am no longer his sweet, clingy and caring wife he married. I realize that although I gave him my everything, I am still mot enough for him.
We are okay. We actually have 2 kids and 1 incoming baby. What happened before was already a memory to us, but that memory made our world change.
Magbasa pa