Yes I have the same feeling as you when I was about to go work. I did thought of changing to part time ans all. But I told myself that in order to go work I can provide him better. Also when at work I will miss him and look at his photos. Everyday go work and look towards the end of the day to see my boy.
But mummy I personally feel best to have your mum or mil to be in the household too perhaps it will make you feel more assured.
(My two cents worth)
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