Need ADVICE too much EMOTIONAL

Hi momsh, WFH ako, Im a mom of 2 and expecting baby#3, and ive been this so much emotional of everything. Every. Thing. Ill share with you. This is about every thing. Partner, family and friends issues. May mga nalaman lang akong mga rebelasyon na sabay sabay ko nalaman at nararanasan ngayon.. Help me. Minsan hindi ko na kinakaya kahit idaan ko na lang sa pag iyak.. Feeling ko sasabog ako.. But this is more of my partner. I dont know if meron din ba syang pinag dadaanan.. This past years ng pagsasama namin, nawala na yung constant communication.. Yes yung random talks and all, yung 'us' time. Yung bonding.. Everything gone.. Mag uusap man kami pero about sa bahay like bills, sa kids at mga aayusin sa bahay na sira example doorknob.. Parang sobrang formal na lang.. Wala na yung 'kamusta'. I dont know if you get me momsh.. Pero bakit parang ramdam ko yung pagkawalan nya ng interes sakin.. Like yung sa communication na lang and bonding.. Wala.. Saka lang sya didikit sakin if he 'wants' me.. After non back to normal.. Weve been like this for a year now and mas naramdaman ko yun during ECQ... Nagkasawaan na kaya? Wala na amor? May problema kaya sya about something. I tried to initiate like 'kamusta sa trabaho, anong nangyari'. But instead i was rejected with some unkind words.. I know pagod lang sya.. Lalo sa trabaho.. I gave him time.. I gave him space.. Pero parang nasanay na ata ng husto like lumalala yung di na kami halos mag usap.. Phone here and there instead mag bonding sa mga kids.. Or gawin yung 'tungkulin' as parents kasi lagi na lang ako nakikisuyo.. He wont do unless iutos mo.. Like ako lang ba magulang? Bakit parang he has all the authority.. Matutulog whenever he wants na walang iintindihing asikaso sa mga bata.. Or assist sa mga gawaing bahay...i always 'makikisuyo'.. Dahil ba he's the head of the family? Sya nagpapakain samin.. Nagbabayad ng bills? Buong isip at oras nya kinain na ng trabaho kahit weekend, trabaho... Saan na kami? I feel like he dont need me? Or something na hindi ko sya sinusuportahan.. Or hanggang ito lang talaga role ko for him.. Nakaka depress lang yung set up naming ganito sa bahay... Everyday.. Every. Day.. Ive been so quiet na lang lagi.. And bonding sa kids for them to remember.. Sa kanya anong maalala ng mga bata? Ive talked to someone na health practitioner like mental health.. And we will conduct a therapy for me.. Nakaka depress lang talaga.. Parang gusto ko munang lumayo kasama mga bata, huminga.. At wala muma kong iintindihin sa kanila... Help.. Advice please. Thank you and God bless... #pregnancy #17weeks