Is it ok to not enjoy pregnancy

Hi mommies, anyone experienced very bad morning sickness throughout the first trimester and got better in second trimester? Im currently 11 weeks and my morning sickness is still really bad. Pregnancy is really tough for me and i do not enjoy a single moment. I know they said that in 2nd trimester everything gets better and week9/10 is the peak but at 11 weeks im still feeling horrible. Sometimes i even think about not having the baby just to end my misery. Anyone feels the same?