Enlighten me

Mga moms , anu po ba dapat kong gawin, my 15months baby boy ako, hnd xa mahilig kumain ayaw din nia ng formula milk, gustong2 nmn nia mg breastfeed skin , but gusto ko n din Sana itigil n ung pag papabreastfeed kz Nd xa pede igala kz every time khit s bahy or labas pinaglalaruan nia ung boobs ko , nd xa mpigilan, ng ttantrums kpg pinipigilan ko , super stress n po ako with matching byenan n plgi nlng ako pong ssbihan n pakainin ko plgi ung bata, kz payat na, his 15months but ung weight nia is 8.5kilo , nakakapraning po tlga . And aside from that I live in Taiwan , nkaseperate nmn my byenan. But everyday kmi ng ppunta dun , any advice po please #pleasehelp #1stimemom #firstbaby