Im tired of the kids of being married, of the crying of my husband and of my life. Im so tired. I dont want to do this anymore. Im tired of being mentally ill.

Hi mama, if you have a religion, I hope you can try to seek help from that avenue to find a purpose to it all. Otherwise I think you can speak to a counsellor. You may be feeling a little overwhelmed by all that is around you and could definitely use some good me time. See if someone can help with the kids for a couple of hours and go for some me time and do something for yourself. Hugs