Feeling lonely at 8mos normal lang ba?

I'm 8 months pregnant and for the past 3weeks parang sobrang lungkot ko for different reasons but before ok lang naman ako. Ilan sa mga iniiyak ko ay missing my Dad (he passed away exactly 1yr this month, my stagnant career for the past 3yrs, and sibs who don't want to pay me a single centavo for my Dad's hospital bill na pinaghatian namin magkakapatid) #firstbaby #1stimemom #pregnancy