Exclusively Pumping

I was wondering if there are any mums out there who are exclusively pumping. The reason for EP is due to my fear of breastfeeding, I was traumatised the first time round, just did not like the feeling. It is getting kind of tedious and tough pumping, washing and storing and at times I just wanna give up and use formula. Cld any EP mums share on their pumping schedules and ways to make the entire journey bearable🙇🏻‍♀️ How long did u manage to EP etx