I am a SAHM. But i am going through something. I need someone to talk to but i do not have anybody. No friends, sisters, family members. i suffer from extremely bad anxiety that i have super super short nails. Also one reason why i have no friends. They always make me feel like not a friend always asking me eewww why ur nail so short and ugly.
I recently starts looking for a job. And today i got one call for job. But now im dilemma. I just started to make it a point to do my 5 times prayers. Just recently i feel i want to be a better muslim. But if i go to work, i may not be able to perform my prayers on time and also if i have to wear fake nails so people wont be disgusted, i will take very long to get ready each time i pray. So if you were me, would you look after something that is religious like find another job that is flexible or just work and pay back my prayer?