I have been living sa abroad for more than 8 years.  Kakauwi  ko  lng  last January. And been here for 5 months. And am already 4 months preggy. And as I stay here longer. The more I dread on leaving. The urge to leave  Ph  is killing me because  obviously  I can't  cause am pregnant. The life I am used to be is what i missed most. Cause yeah everything  here in Ph  is slow, from internet connection  to banking stuffs (no offense meant especially here in province) Gossips and all. And the people who used to message you whenever  they  ask something  for bdays  or any occasions are now talking  behind  your back. It's  depressing. I felt  like I don't  really  belong  here. Plus the father  of my lo  is  not  with me which  makes  things  so hard for me to deal with everything. But one thing  makes me feel better is being here.. Commenting to everyone's post about experiences and all. Just grateful on discovering this app.❤