Does crying for a month affect baby?

I have been crying almost everyday for a month now. I’m afraid of the possinle effects sa baby ko but I can’t stop crying. I feel like I’m a bad mother but I can’t help myself na umiyak. I feel bad for my baby & I have suicidal thoughts sometimes My husband’s family involved me with their financial problems sa business nila. They borrowed money from me and only left me with maintening balance from My emergency savings. I have money to move out sana but they borrowed down to the last cent. I want to move out but my husband is not financially stable enough.