Solo parenting 2 month old

i feel you cause its the same for me too! dont worry , initially it takes time to get used and super exhausted too but in a blink of an eye its been 5mths plus for me :) as my bb doesnt want to latch, I had to pump. gave up pumping after confinement as i didnt have the energy and time. i felt less stress and less uptight after, as previously it was like an endless time war repeating cycles every 2 hrs. so to me, not only was it a physical relief, it helps in my mental wellbeing too . a tip I hope u would find useful: when your hub is handling bb, you should hands off totally and go rest and relax. otherwise as bb grows older, they will start to be very reliant on you as you are the main caretaker. let bb get used to having another person around