Miscarriage and emotion dealing

I just done the D&C on 4th Nov. Though it seems like physically I've more or less recovered with just mild cramps. I just can't believe my pregnancy journey only lasted for a month. With all the excitement that I had just few weeks ago and now, I'm back to normal self. No more baby, no more talking about the future. While I'm hoping and wanna be ready to plan for next baby. I just can't control my mixed feelings. To feel sad, to move on or to wish for new baby.