Hey,
I really wonder why your husband behaves the way he does! May be as you said that his problems root to his childhood. Anyway, When it reads your problem makes it feel so hard, I really feel for you as you are actually living it up.
I suggest you go ahead with what you have thought because living in so much stress will take a toll on the kids as well. Living life on your own with two kids would not be easy but I do not think it is any better now. Atleast then you will not have to fret over your husband's issues. I suggest, enrol yourself in some women welfare programme or forums where you can meet women who have faced issues like yours in their lives. They can guide you and be friends and support in this hour of need. If you are financially able to look after the babies and yourself, with the support of your friends and family, you make a move out of this marriage which is only bringing unhappiness to you.
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