Is it me or is it him?... ...
Is it women or is it men?
Is it age related or is it menopausing...
Is it just a wife's duty or prevent a fling...
He always wanted... I always avoid...
Especially during this CB period...
I been cooking , he been doing HBL with kids
Taming kids tantrum as they cant go playground,go out scooting, cant eat at hawker centre, cant go park,swimming,etc
No days no nights... ...
No weekdays no weekends no public holidays...
We are lost in own home and going bonkers...
Quarrels are more often with inlaws/hubby/kids...
Whenever he wants to have intercourse I would avoid sometimes successful but sometimes just a wife's duty.
My inner self wanna say I hate it. I dont want do it... doctor say I have early menopause age 43.... so how now my fault?
How to voice out?
If voice out will he find a fling outside?
I dare not think I dare not say
Finally I decided to pen it here...
Anyone can advise me?