Just found out I am pregnant again. Super not ready for this. Considering an abortion. Can anyone share if they regret going for an abortion later in life?

My baby had Edward's syndrome through amnio fluid test at week 20 and it was my first child. After researching, more than 90% of them will die in the womb and couldn't live more than one year. My husband and I really wanted children in the future and it's very risky to keep my child then. I was advised by medical personnel to think carefully for my mental and physical strain with my family, many medical complications and unforeseen circumstances. So we chose to give up that child. It was a tough decision to make. Until now we still miss our child and still praying daily for him to be protected by the almighty lord above. If my child came into this world. My child would be 2 years old. The greatest blessing is to bear a healthy and strong child. Luckily, God never gave up on us and bless us with a miracle girl.