High Sugar in Pregnancy

Hello everyone! Help a soon to be momma here. Anyone here who is GDM? I am just trying to comfort myself kasi kahit may insulin, my target sugar ay hindi pa rin nakakamit :( pag konti lang kakainin ko, nagugutom naman ako. For context: I am pre-diabetic before pregnancy and nasa lahi and diabetic #pregnacy #firsttimemom