Depression & anxiety, need advise

Question

Hi co-mommies This post may be too harsh and sensitive to other mommies out there. Pero here it is. What do you do when you feel like what you are having is a forced pregnancy? Na you are doing this just cause gusto ng parents ng partner mo ng aalagaan? What if gusto mo na lang mag stop maging mom? Nalulungkot ako, I’m having bad thoughts for me & the baby. Hindi ko ‘to gusto. Dumating na sa point na I tried to hurt myself. A cry for help maybe? Hay #pleasehelp

Anonymous · Answer

momsh sorry to hear that. pero isipin naten na walang kasalanan si baby and a baby is a blessing. hindi po dapat naten iset aside ung feelings naten as a woman pero wag din po naten saktan at iparamdam na unwanted sya. you could talk to your partner or seek professional help. Think about it po, hindi rin naman ibibigay sainyo ang baby ni God dahil wala lang or dahil hiniling sya ng parents. binigay sya sayo for a reason. I always ask God what's the purpose of my life. I have suicidal thoughts everyday but then my baby came and it is super life changing tho nakakatakot ung responsibility. But I think kaya sya binigay saken kasi I always want to end my life and its not yet the end. Think the other way around po :) I know its hard, but remember what you feel is naffeel ni baby sa loob

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