Asking for advice

That just means he does not respect you. Leave. You have to respect and love yourself first so nobody can treat you like that. You can forgive him kapag kaya mo na, pero forgiving doesn't mean you will put up with his trashy attitude. I will let him know na I do not deserve that and that I am worthy of being loved. Since gusto niya pala na mamatay ka eh umalis ka na lang since kaya naman pala niya na wala ka. AT WAG KA MAGPAPADALA SA DRAMA NA KESYO GALIT LANG O ANO. Tandaan, nakikita ang totoong ugali ng tao kapag galit. Alis na, sorry, I am for a complete family, but if the husband himself breaks your soul with his words, you will never be whole. It is better to leave an abusive relationship that stay pero pinapatay ka na pala sa isip niya.