Hi. I can totally understand what you're feeling. I felt the same thing. I was working at night and sleeping in the morning. It doesn't help din na I was feeling guilty coz of that. Feeling ko wala akong kwentang nanay. What you're feeling is valid and normal. But don't let it eat you up. Meaning, just give as much time as you can sa baby mo. Babies are normally affectionate, be it their mommy or otherwise. Don't think na mas mahal ni baby or prefer nya ang ibang tao. If you can, do talk to your spouse or your MIL. Sinabi ko yun kay mama sa pabirong paraan. Tinawanan nya lang ako kasi sabi nya wala naman makakatalo sa pagmamahal ng ina. So relax mommy, we can only do so much. Forgive and love yourself more. That way, you have more love to give. Hugs