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20 weeks

I can't even imagine na magkakaroon din ako ng ganitong moment, when I was 18 years old I stop dreaming and fantasizing things like this ang dahil buntis din sister ko nun at pati cousin ko I witnessed how hard carrying baby in womb and how hard the labor and the delivery of their baby. Kaya sabi ko ayokong pagdaanan lahat yan "mag aampon na lang ako". Kase first of all mahina pain tolerance ko baka di ko din kayanin yung ganyan kasakit na stage ng pagbubuntis. Second is malawak ang pangarap ko para sa sarili at pamilya ko gusto ko muna maging matagumpay sa buhay. Never kong naisali sa future ko na mag baby at mag asawa, I was so independent. Living my life and enjoying it. Until I turn 22, I lived with my mom and my niece only I have four siblings pero lahat sila nasa ibang bansa na. Ang routine ko nalang nun is Work, bahay, gimik, work, bahay, gimik. Napunta na ko sa point na I ask myself "Ito ba talaga gusto ko" I mean ang boring, and lungkot mga batch mate ko mga may anak na, masaya na namumuhay kasama pamilya nila habang ako eto. Sinusubsob sarili ko sa diko alam kung ikakaasenso ko talaga ginagawa ko. That moment I prayed to God sabi "God please enlighten my future, enlighten me what do I really want. After ko nag pray that moment was so, so unpredictable may nag message saken na guy. Usually pag mag nagmmessage saken iniignore ko lang pero that moment meron bigla saken na hey mag reply ka. So I did, and ayun na we get to know each other and everything. Okay so shortcut of the story that guy Is the father of my baby now. Yung pinagppray ko kay Lord na ayusin nya ko liwanagin nya kung ano ba talaga saan ba talaga ko dapat. Ayun binigay nya I'm 23 years old now, and carrying this lil angel of mine hindi ko talaga alam na mapupunta ako sa stage ng buhay ko na sobrang saya ko. Yes, sobrang hirap mag buntis, pero lahat ng hirap na yun kakayanin mo para sa baby at dahil alam mo. Magiging worth it ang lahat!!! ❤️ I'm crying while writing this, sobrang na o-overwhelmed ako ? I'm gonna be a Mom. And Indeed t'was an amazing feeling ? I love you my lil honeyboo ❤️

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