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My Dearest Callie

My Dearest Callie, From the moment I found out about you, my heart changed forever. You became the reason why I wanted to fight, to hope, and to believe that life still has something beautiful to offer, even in the middle of so much pain. Anak, I want to say sorry. Sorry if while carrying you, I sometimes let my sadness and struggles weigh me down. Sorry if there were moments when I was more focused on my own pain than on the joy of having you with me. I even noticed in one ultrasound, you weren’t smiling, and it broke my heart to think you might feel the heaviness I carry. But still, you held on. You stayed. Thank you, Callie, for being strong when Nanay felt weak. Even if things didn’t work out between me and your Tatay, I still want you to feel that he’s there for you. I will never take that away from you. I may not always see or know how he truly feels, but I believe you will always be important to him. I don’t want to fill your heart with anger or negative thoughts about him. This isn’t about hiding the truth, it’s simply that both of us are not perfect, we both made mistakes. But what’s real is that you were born out of love, and neither of us will ever regret that you’re here. Life just turned complicated, and your Tatay chose what he thought was right, while I am slowly learning to accept everything, even if it’s painful and hard. Callie, please know this, you are never a mistake. You were born out of love. Your Tatay and I may not be together, and we are far from perfect, but you are proof of something real and beautiful between us. I will never take that away from you. I also want you to know that Nanay is not perfect. I made mistakes, I had weaknesses, and I was broken at times. But in all those moments, loving you was never a mistake. You gave me the strength to keep moving forward. You reminded me that I can rise again, not just for myself, but for you. Callie, my dream for you is to grow up with a heart full of love, strength, and forgiveness. I hope you never carry the weight of my pain or my battles. Instead, I want you to always feel the warmth of my love and the truth that you are my greatest blessing. One day, when you read this, I want you to remember that even before I first held you in my arms, I already loved you more than life itself. You saved me in ways you will only understand when you’re older. No matter what happens, Anak, Nanay will always be here, loving you, protecting you, and cheering you on in every step of your journey. I love you, Anak. With all my love, Nanay 🩷

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