Anxious sending first baby to ifc

Hi mummies, ftm here, my baby will start IFC next month at 2 months+ and i cant help but to feel sad and very anxious. Like i wont get to meet him for long period of hours, especially once my ML ends. I wont get updates, idk what he’s doing, how he’ll be treated, what if he cries non stop, will they ignore him, will something bad happen to him. Breaks my heart thinking all of these or am i just overthinking😔 what if he’s looking for me and cant find me. Do your babies adapt well to ifc, do they cry when sending off. And how often in a week do you send them. I dont think i can focus well at work knowing that i will have no updates about my baby from early morning till evening. And the fact that ill only get to see my baby at night till early morning🥹 #firstbaby #firstmom