To keep or to terminate?

I was never a kid person but my hubby love kids. Being a first time mum, i accepted what was gifted to me. Never in my mind i tot of abortion although i didnt like kids. I had a bumpy first trimester having bleeding heavily dur to a tear till i had to be on duphaston n later on jabbed to stabilize my pregnancy. Ltr on i was told i have low fluid (prob not ideal to my gynae) and was put on hl for a month (i continued to wfh on days i was really bored coz i cant slp much). I m also in my 30s. No doubt at times i get irritated by my girl’s cries.. at times she is really sweet.. love seeing the smiles n sometimes they hold on so tight to u.. the love… i nv regret..