To keep or to terminate?

i aborted my baby 10 years ago...reason my husband than was boyfriend say we dont hv our own house. i aborted cause i had no choice not married n still staying with parents. We got married 6 years ago..got pregnant 1 year later after trying for 4 months, again he claimed he financially not ready after i confirm the pregnancy. But this time we kept the baby. Everyone said congrats on ur first baby but till today at the back of my mind i always remember the first child. Even my husband regrets not having the courage to keep the baby. Trust n believe me you will never ever forget aborting your child...but at the same time if you keep this baby you must be mentally n financially stable to hv this baby by urself. Getting pregnant is easy but taking care of a child is no easy job.