To keep or to terminate?

I was once in your position. A teenager who got pregnant because she trusted a guy. He told me i could keep my pregnancy if i wanted to but he couldnt tell his parents as he did not want to disappoint them. I want to keep it but i do not have any form of support. I had no one to talk to. The guy didn't really bother about me. He forced me to swallow Vitamin C every 2 hours thinking it will caused my pregnancy to miscarriage. Then he ended up asking me to abort it. I did it even though i do not want it. We ended our relationship throughout the process of the abortion. He asked me to pay back his money for the abortion that i didn't want. I went thru depression. I felt miserable for ending my pregnancy. I am now happily pregnant and married. but i still do feel miserable. I should have keep the pregnancy because it wasn't the baby's fault. So what i can tell you is think thru and think about the future. Will you be able to forgive yourself in the future ? The baby's life shouldn't be based on what your partner's situation now. It should be based on you. Are you able to forgive yourself if you end it ?