Get A Helper Or Be A SAHM?

Just wanted to update everyone that I'm back at work for 2 weeks now.. On the first day, I did miss baby badly. But after that, omg, I felt a sense of relief as I got to go back to being more human(eat on time, bathe on time etc). I guess I'm not suited to stay all day with baby. I really thought that staying at home and care for baby all day was my final decision. Now I understand. My mental health got better after starting work. Not every mum is the same , so let's continue supporting each other with the different decision we make. Also, due to this virus, I got the chance to work from home while my mum cares for the baby temporarily while waiting for Helper. Thank u guys for the sharing and advises.❤️❤️